
I know. I don't really have anywhere to go right now except for the fuckin library or out for a few hours. I really just don't even want to bring it up today. I'm worn out. I have job interviews I need to go to and nail my full time job and then worry about how to extricate myself from this shit. I'll probably just be quiet and sleep in the spare room until I get this ironed out. I just want to puke.
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You Won't Get Me Out Of Your Head...
I am as accustomed to posting on here as Lady GaGa is accustomed to wearing rediculous outfits. It seems that no matter how much effort, or however little, I put into my posts I come up empty-handed. One of the worst feelings in the world is knowing that you can do something super well, and not being able to do that one thing. Mine is simply loving. I am a fun, loving, romantic, funny, intelligent guy who is as one of a kind as I am haggardly romantic.
Two years have passed since I have last been in what I would consider a "serious" relationship. Her and I were engaged...and I thought that my dating days were done. Unfortunately, 6 months or so after getting engaged she decided she couldn't commit to me. However crushing it was, I have long since bounced back and am eager to show a girl that guys can be dreamy, chivalrous, and wonderful.
I have never cheated. I have never hit a girl. I have never even raised my voice at a girl. I have old school morals and etiquette and all of my friends will tell you I am genuine.
Sound too good to be true? Well I won't lie. I have flaws that tend to sideline me in the game of love...but who doesn't? Maybe I am not a hundred percent confident, but if I were I would be just like every other douche bag guy on here tempting you with empty promises. Only I know what I am capable of, and I can't convince you in this relatively small box that I am the guy of your dreams. What I DO hope, is that you will give me a chance to show you that the things that make relationships really work (like communication, trust, and fun) are still plentiful in the world. Sure, most people have lost sight of what true love really is...and a lot of people have became shallow and materialistic over the last thirty years...but I truly believe in the kind of love like that seen in "The Notebook". I believe that every one person has a soul mate. I believe in taking chances, no matter how bad your heart aches. The majority of girls I have communicated with over the last 26 months have been so scorned by love that I often wonder why they are even replying to CL posts, or putting themselves out on the dating market period. Everyone has their sad story. Lord knows I have mine. And even though I am not trying to tell you mine is worse, I continue to post on here almost every other day...praying that one day that girl that will fill in the missing puzzle piece of my life will respond.
I am babbling.
I guess you wasn't expecting to open up a personal that is written as a thesis on relationships and the consequences they produce... sorry lol.
About me:
I am 25. A family man. Eager to learn more. Fun.
My hobbies vary with my mood. Some times I like curling up with a good book, currently reading Stephen King's new one, and other times I like going out with my best friends and their wives....having a few drinks...watching whatever UFC event is going on.
Traveling is something I wish I had more money to do.
Sappy romance movies are my guilty pleasure, along side Jersey Shore.
I am a published author.
I am a Freemason.
I am real.
What I am looking for is pretty simple; the girl next door. A girl who can appreciate the simplistic side of romance. A girl who can go to a concert with me on Friday and have a total blast, and cuddle up on the couch watching "The Lost Boys" on Saturday.
The ideal relationship I hope to find is one that relies on a strong foundation of communication. I have no qualms with showing my feelings. I hope to one day have a significant other who can squeeze my hand and tell me more with that squeeze than any other girl could tell me with using her voice.
I'm a movie/music nerd.
I rock DC brand clothes and shoes like it's nobody's business.
I shop at Sephora. Yea.
Museums/zoos/tourist attractions stop me dead in my tracks. I would love to go back to the Newport Aquarium soon.
So please...I know I don't have a picture posted...but I have given you something more intimate than the cliche picture of me standing in the bathroom trying to capture my good side. I have given you the essence of Josh. I normally charge for that sorta thing. = )
Write me...if anything else, out of curiosity.
Thanks ladies.